I went to his house from 11 to 1.30. We watched Thor in his room. Poor boy was asleep towards the end of the movie.

It was really nice to be able to hug him and glomp him and kiss him whenever I want.

We made sure the door to his room was open, so his maid, Liesl, can be like, a witness if his mum comes home and finds me there. Not that it'd be a huge relief. She'd still whack me up.

Anyway, Liesl made us loh mai kai. Nigel wasn't very hungry. I was hungry for Maggi (because the night before when we snuck out to Salim together, Melissa & Nigel Chin & Nigel, they had Maggi & I shared some with Nigel & it was good) but the loh mai kai was surprisingly good. And a pau. Nigel didn't have his pau so he gave it to me since he'd peeled off the paper, so mine was kept away.

Nigel gave me roses :D Three <3 Just like last year, only this year, they were all red.

Wonder when I'd get my 99 roses. Hee.

We went to Sailor's really early. I got ready pretty fast because I knew what I wanted to wear, & also, because I needed to finish his V-Day card T___T Last minute work, not very good. But Nigel said it was short and sweet :)

Nigel liked my main course more than his. Beef mushroom swiss eggplant wrap :D He had grilled chicken piri-piri, and chilli spaghetti which was really hot. We exchanged some of our food.

The last few bites of mine, I didn't offer Nigel :( He pointed it out. To make me feel bad. He does that pretty well T__T

Then, we went to Sutera's beaches (not bitches, haha. Nigel taught me a few proper pronunciations of words that night). First beach was too dark. So we went walking inside Marina.

He slept by the pool. I just sat and watched him. Watched people walk by. Took one or two pictures. But mainly I watched him sleep.

Thinking a lot of things. Feeling. Enjoying the moment.

Then it was off home. He was really tired. But poor boy, couldn't sleep anyway after that :/

It was the best Valentine's Day I have had :) I mean, it's not fabulous or anything. But I got to enjoy it with Nigel. Three outings in a day. I am very thankful for that, & I loved it. I love his company. I love him. A lot.

Semoga-moga our relationship, not just endure or survive, but thrive, against all odds, & in God's will.

1. I still don't believe I can leave you while trusting that you will chase after me. There is doubt there that you would.

2. I hate it when I don't give in to you, & you become really unhappy.

3. You're not the kind of boy I would have imagined as the man I would have chosen for a life partner.

Here are some more news:

1. I believe that one day, you'll leave no space for doubt that you would chase after me if I ever leave you.

2. That one time I didn't give in. & the next day, you got over it. I think that is the first time you decided not to be a bitch about me saying no to you.

3. You're the only boy I can imagine right now as my life partner.

1. I am never bored.

2. I hate sins & things people do. I do not hate people.

3. I always forgive.