Thursday, July 12, 2012


Whoa-oh, who-oh, who-oh-oh
Who-oh, who-oh, oh-oh

Whoa-oh, who-oh, who-oh-oh
Who-oh, who-oh, oh-oh

[Verse 1]
Hey girl
You make my heart skip a beat
Every time you walk across the room
You seem to have your way with words
The things you say make my mind go wild

All the boys try too hard to get you
They do the things you want them to
You've got the right mix
Caught them by surprise
I'm pretty sure they don't know what they are in for

[Pre-chorus]
Say what you want
Say what you will

[Chorus]
If you've been thinking of me
You've got me barely breathing
I've been waiting for this
To see you, to feel you
Your lips, your skin, they send me to the moon
Your eyes, your smile, everything about you girl
I've been crazy for you, I've been crazy for you

[Verse 2]
You've got me under your spell
Pull me out from this place they call hell
I promise you, I won't kiss and tell
The minute I saw you, I knew it for life
Oh, we own the night

[Chorus]

[Bridge Rap]
Oh, okay, let go
Girl you got me going crazy, Cee-Lo
Come closer and feel the love, you know
I'm an outcast, you've gotta let me in
I'm too sick 'cause dough (?)
Let's be more than friends
Cancel all your plans, I'll take you out tonight
To the movies, to the bars, shorty, if you like
I'm a vampire, bounce before sunlight
But I'll see you again, because you're just my type
Know what I'm saying?

Say what you are, say what you will
Say what you are, say what you will

[Chorus]

END

"I'll Take You To The Drag Strip; We'll Cut To The Chase" - An Honest Mistake




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Thursday, February 16, 2012

Okay, brief recount of Valentine's 2012:

Nigel's first Valentine's with a girl. I. Am. Very. Pleased.

I went to his house from 11 to 1.30. We watched Thor in his room. Poor boy was asleep towards the end of the movie.

It was really nice to be able to hug him and glomp him and kiss him whenever I want.

We made sure the door to his room was open, so his maid, Liesl, can be like, a witness if his mum comes home and finds me there. Not that it'd be a huge relief. She'd still whack me up.

Anyway, Liesl made us loh mai kai. Nigel wasn't very hungry. I was hungry for Maggi (because the night before when we snuck out to Salim together, Melissa & Nigel Chin & Nigel, they had Maggi & I shared some with Nigel & it was good) but the loh mai kai was surprisingly good. And a pau. Nigel didn't have his pau so he gave it to me since he'd peeled off the paper, so mine was kept away.

Nigel gave me roses :D Three <3 Just like last year, only this year, they were all red.

Wonder when I'd get my 99 roses. Hee.

We went to Sailor's really early. I got ready pretty fast because I knew what I wanted to wear, & also, because I needed to finish his V-Day card T___T Last minute work, not very good. But Nigel said it was short and sweet :)

Nigel liked my main course more than his. Beef mushroom swiss eggplant wrap :D He had grilled chicken piri-piri, and chilli spaghetti which was really hot. We exchanged some of our food.

The last few bites of mine, I didn't offer Nigel :( He pointed it out. To make me feel bad. He does that pretty well T__T

Then, we went to Sutera's beaches (not bitches, haha. Nigel taught me a few proper pronunciations of words that night). First beach was too dark. So we went walking inside Marina.

He slept by the pool. I just sat and watched him. Watched people walk by. Took one or two pictures. But mainly I watched him sleep.

Thinking a lot of things. Feeling. Enjoying the moment.

Then it was off home. He was really tired. But poor boy, couldn't sleep anyway after that :/

It was the best Valentine's Day I have had :) I mean, it's not fabulous or anything. But I got to enjoy it with Nigel. Three outings in a day. I am very thankful for that, & I loved it. I love his company. I love him. A lot.

Semoga-moga our relationship, not just endure or survive, but thrive, against all odds, & in God's will.

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Wednesday, February 15, 2012

Here are the news:

1. I still don't believe I can leave you while trusting that you will chase after me. There is doubt there that you would.

2. I hate it when I don't give in to you, & you become really unhappy.

3. You're not the kind of boy I would have imagined as the man I would have chosen for a life partner.



Here are some more news:

1. I believe that one day, you'll leave no space for doubt that you would chase after me if I ever leave you.

2. That one time I didn't give in. & the next day, you got over it. I think that is the first time you decided not to be a bitch about me saying no to you.

3. You're the only boy I can imagine right now as my life partner.

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Saturday, February 11, 2012

I find myself thinking, "If you ever leave me? I'm gone. I am really gone. Sure, I'll be able to get back up on my feet, & continue living. By the grace of God. But if you leave me, in any aspect of the word, I'll be gone for the first few months, or years, or so."

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Thursday, February 9, 2012

Statements about myself that I should work on so they become truer and truer:

1. I am never bored.

2. I hate sins & things people do. I do not hate people.

3. I always forgive.


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Saturday, January 28, 2012

The transfinite species are just as much at the disposal of the intentions of the Creator & His absolute boundless will as are the finite numbers.

- Georg Cantor

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If I was taught Mathematics in all its glory, I am very definite that I would adore Mathematics. More than I love English or Art.

& that is saying something, as I have only passed Mathematics once during my Form Six. Everything around us is Maths. It's not Science- Science as we know it is man-made. There are still mistakes. It's Maths. You cannot explain how 1 is a single number with all those decimals between it and 2. You cannot explain zero. You cannot explain infinity. You cannot explain why you cannot cube root a negative number. 1 to 9, then we start again at 10. It just... Is. Math just is.

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