My thoughts resulting from that roughly go like this:

1. Do I love God enough to put Him first, even if it means making decisions that will hurt like crazy?

2. Do I love God enough to make decisions that pleases Him, even if they are seemingly small, unimportant decisions?

3. Do I trust Nigel enough to be able to love me, whatever happens, however it happens?



Like I told Sister Suk, I do not expect to be able to solve everything soon. Not this year, at least. Probably after university.

You know, God? Whatever. Just put me through whatever you think I should handle & I can handle.