Wednesday, January 4, 2012
My pre-bed yesterday was quite enjoyable.
Now though. Now it feels as though, the moment I fall asleep (Probably an hour after I get into bed), I'm going to start having nightmares.
& not the fun kind of nightmares either, where I run from dragons & monsters, or the apocalypse is here, or I'm hiding from zombies.
The kind where I get my heart broken by the most random of people. People who, however much I really don't want to give a damn about, make me want to impress them.
& what's worse? I cannot blame them for my heart getting broken because, in the end, the flow chart of Blame will always come back to Me.
Labels: Recordings, This is so negative
sign off
2:18 AM
