Wednesday, January 4, 2012
My thoughts are haunting me right now.
They go like:
1. I suck. I'm so imperfect. I suck.
2. No. I shouldn't think that way. That's too negative.
3. At least I'm prettier than some girls.
4. Oh fuck did I just really think that?
5. It's alright, isn't it? Those girls are still better than I am because they're not shallow, like me. They have a heart of gold. They stay cheerful, and have fun. They're nice & don't seek attention.
6. Then how come I can't be like those girls? I can try, can't I? Try my best?
7. But what if I'm just doing that so I feel better? What if I only try my best to not be shallow so that people like me more?
1. I suck. I'm so imperfect. I suck.
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2:07 AM
